hello, new bangs

thats me, my blur godma aka aunty, my sleepy mum and my sis

hmm, i was busy telling aunty about wat happened on Chu Yi and seriously, there was no cny mood. she didnt even bother to receive the mandarin oranges that we gave. she simply said, ok ok happy cny, put the oranges there."

uh, i know she mus be feeling lonely, with her husband and children overseas leaving behind the maid with her. i swear i did try to make things better by making myself self-entertaining; blabbering non stop throughout.

i m t i r e d .

sometimes i just wish someone can jus give me a hug and rock me to sleep. hahaa. ok i shall stop dreaming.

woohoo. a family picture.
the only thing that my dad has in common with my bro's gf is the colour of clothes they are wearing. haha.

i have been so lazy to upload pictures these days.
these pictures are koped from facebook. lol.

yay im taking off tml! hahaa. i m so tired today!

but the time passed v quickly, the fastest ever during these few mths. haha. my legs are breaking, uh maybe i shld learn break dancing! hahaa

maybe tzehui is right. haha but deep in my heart, i don wish you are right this time.

sigh, im thinking about it the whole day/time. please give me some light.


hmm. okies im not emo don worry! its jus part of my incoherent thoughts haha.

anybody wanna go swimming? please text me. hahaa.
i realised girls these days don swim!

reason 1:
swimming spoils hair texture, turns it to grass (super dry)

reason 2:
lazy to to

reason 3:
dunno hw to swim and not intending to learn

reason 4:
needs to apply sun block all those

reason 5:
swimming is not cool to them, they have better things to do


hahaaa. i actually gt reasons which are not mentioned above which make me fear to go swimming alone.

so its really difficult to get a female companion!

monday:
went over to auntie's place, had dinner. home. :)

tuesday:
had a surprise dinner with my brother and mum. bought auntie a top hahaha my mum is so nice! she even helped me to get discount from the uncle. i hope she is not jealous like what my sis said.

wednesday:
'lao yu sheng' @ my office. woo. the food was nice! i love the fish. hahah. yea and my csm was saying, eat more eat more since you have worked so hard to improve. I saw my manager smiling. haha. yay. and he announced that our branch is top sales throughout the whole network. that was really a pleasant surprise! and our top and second sales persons are from our branch!! really really happy for them. :) and silly cheryl bought me a braclet to thank me. thats so sweet of her. ahhaa she came running to me with the gift this morning! :)

i think the poon really deserved the credit. seriously. he worked hard for it. and he is not selfish!! he is always helping us, supporting us at the back. and he is always helping me without me knowing. uh. are you able to do that? usually ppl ask for returns ya?

he changed my perspective.

a bit. ahhaha.

and these few days, boss is very nice to me; he even messaged my colleagues to help me out as im working non-stop. hahaha. cheryl and me were laughing at the 'she is working non-stop'. ahhaa. im grateful to him.

yea. poon felt sorry for me because im always the one who got 'shot' by the customers. screaming yelling being unreasonable. actually, these are nothing to me compared to me making mistakes.

seriously, i blamed myself for making mistakes, for not explaining clearly. I shld have anticipated it, and be more specific and detailed. yes, i shld be. more professional.

yea, today i felt like crying. maybe i have worked too hard. suddenly, i felt so tired. I dread going back to branch and get scolded by those stupid singaporeans. sorry. im not saying you. haha.


had dinner with my godpa today and YAY, i have again saved my money. woohooo. :)


poon was asking me, why i broke up with my ex boyfriend. and i said cos im not important to him. he chose his studies over me. 'guys wont place their girlfriends in the 1st place.' Dont you think so?

girls cant be compared to their career, their dreams, their goal in life. haha. thats good too. girls wont like guys without a dream, a career and goal in life?

maybe things are not meant to be.


haha anyway i feel that gg home after work is not that bad afterall. i can do my face mask, do stretching exercises, and remember to put on toner and moisturizer. hahaa. sometimes i don put them when im worn out.

hmm at least life is considered ok these few days as ppl are recognising my efforts in work. :) I really love toking on phone, call me soon ya!! haha! :)

heyhey! i wanna teach tuition! hmm actually i feel like teaching maths or accountancy. (secondary) So, if you know of anyone who dun mind me as a tuition teacher, please drop me a msg! hahaaa.

ok?
im serious!

haha :) thankyou thankyou.

its time to wake up, qiutin!!

Steamboating with sharon edna and al today.
hahaa. im so full now!! arg.

have to go jogging soon again.

oh, i wanna go swimming. anyone anyone??


but tonight's meeting is great! =D we shld meet up mor often alright!


im back to track. =)

screening.

stunned?

yeah actually i was stunned too. ahha this was my 1st time doing health screening so i was pretty anxious. haha. all those needles and stuff. get me goosebumps! but the scariest part comes when the results are out.

they poked twice before i could get my injection done. the experienced nurse said my veins are too narrow and hence its harder to do so. and because im thin it made it harder to detect my vein. AHHA. i was like, noo im fat! den she continued, "you are fat! my arm is three times bigger than yours, den whats mine. ahhaha." shes so nice! actually she quite thin those kind. lol.

anyway they started to give me some arm exercise so that they were able to detect my vein. hahaa. NOW, i know why my mum always needs to do those arm exercises with the filled water-bottle at home.

so desu ne.

but sadly, they were still unable to detect it. So, she began to hit my arm. its v painful! lol. you know those punishment they gave during a game; they use their middle finger and thumb to flick your ear those kind. omg she kept doing that until mine turned red and finally it appeared.

hahaha i was v calm in the beginning.
then i started to shiver uncontrollably after quite some time, with the needle still in my skin.

then the nurse gt worried and asked whether im ok. hahah. i told her i was cold. but i also had no idea why. maybe i was too scared or painful. i dunno! lol.

she told me because my vein is v narrow, it takes longer for the blood to flow. and it was her 1st time in her life to use such thin needle to withdraw such big amount of blood. (i saw her injecting my blood into 3 different tubes) hahahaa no wonder it took so long.

"you know you alone, i can take for 3 customers. and you are so lucky to meet me! if next time you wanna take blood test, remember to choose a more experienced nurse." she added on.

"yes yes, hahaha." i was like laughing away. (no next time alrd~!)

hahaa. now i know why im so afraid of injection. its because the nurse from my pri sch was so not experienced!! really made me wanna cry when i had my injection before that bcg injection. that was the last injection i had.

aha. yea and they were so nice to make homemake Milo for me. haha. =) they made me feel at ease. i think they were all shocked that i chose to do health screening at my age, because the doctor asked me for the reason during de consultation. haha.

yea, hmm. i had ultra sound. i think its like, woo. everything is quite similar as the one showed in chn 8 shows. hahaaa.

for a moment i thought i was at the wrong place. haha. quite interesting to see whats inside my body. hahaha no wonder those mums are so excited when they see their babies in their tummy.

yea, actually its not really scary afterall. hoho.


OH YA, and pj has gotten herself a bf!! hahaha. thats really a big surprise!! especially her uh! hahaha really happy for you pj!!! all the best to you!! =)

tv.

you know!! they really watched the cctv!! hahah. and they caught me not wearing the lame apron! de head office informed my manager to ask me to put the apron on. haha.

my 1st reaction was hey! how they know!

lol. the headoffice actually watched the cctv. woo.

and i dunno about it! haha.

the best part was, they said my perfomance is good! woohoo! =D
they showed me the fax,

she is good, very active, attentive .....and she combed the queue. HAAH.

then things to be improved,

din put on apron. (she forgot to put it on apron after lunch and put it on right after she was being informed)

hahahahahaa. i kept laughing at the last part. so funny! lol because they say I very fast!! right after they fax, i was alrd in my red apron. ahhahaa. omg!!

i feel so scary!! they are like watching me? lol......

but i was really happy. =)
my officer n manager said they only said my performance was good. hahah yea, i saw it, everyone's results is N.A. except mine.

woooo. =)

and they started to be nice to me! lol.

i think women's institution is quite accurate, why.

because, I gt a bad omen when i look at the apron after my lunch time. HAHA. i shld have known!!! hahaa.


these few days were super duper busy, queue was super duper long (lined up right outside), yeah more irritating customers, BUT time passed faster =) i like it! haha.

but i gt two ulcers!! killing me big time. have to talk and talk and talk.

and i found out that someone said things behind my back, accused me of doing things i din do. maybe its quite common in working world? lol. and Now i know why my commision is so little. yea actually i was quite shocked to hear that because i tot she is nice?

anyway, she asked me out for lunch today and we had a talk. i didnt tell her what i know when she asked. but i told her what i feel in general. issit a good choice? i dunno. but its kinda easy to get me talking? lol. seriously, i feel i shld be more scheming? ahha but seriously, im too tired to do so.

hahaa. really.

i really dun have more energy to spend on that. so let it be lol. lesser commission dun kill me!


anotehr gd news, my branch is TOP SALES.

heheee. =) cheers. congratulations. =)

they worked really hard for it, and im glad for them.

hoho. and cheryl was like, hey! thanks to you i got a chance to give a 3-min talk at the cluster meeting! i will say, because our SA is good! "

haha i was really happy to hear that man! hahaa. though she might not say over there. lol. its kinda funny!


i feel that slp is always not enough these days! haha. i wanna enjoy this yr's cny! =)

Cyborg She .
a story that i wanna watch the second time!
haha. its really interesting and the twist in the story made it even better .
genre: comedy, love

i heard a guy cry for the 1st time when he watched this movie. ahha and my sis said its nice and touching. so i decided to watch after so long and i din regret it! because its nice! =)

but i din cry! lol. instead i cried when i watched cyborg she.

i think, i wanna fall in love with robot. because they are always so loyal dunno why! maybe because they are v 'straight'? so if they really like something, they will go all the way to protect the one they love and will only love that person.

haha. human beings = complicated = ma fan.

really! lol.

i wanna go japan!! =)

ikimasho?

woohoo. =)
i think i will fall in love with him too. hahaa.

but i guess, i wont fall in love this yr. lols. its tiring! unless someone loves me more! haha! ok im crapping!

went to visit the chinese physican, finally. haha. hes really great! he cured my gastric pain which lasted for 4 days. haha and he added, 'better than western doc, hor.' thumbed him! haha.

but the whole process was torturous. i was yelling away when he cracked my bones up. this time was even more painful than the one 6months back, because i accidentally hurt my back few days back, right after i was down with gastric.

and the customer jennifer was so nice, other than asking how am i she even suggested me to go to a famous doc near rivervale hotel. haha. although i dunno who she is talking about she even offered to give his namecard to me on next monday. and she is just a customer of the bank. and she is the 2nd customer who did that.

i think, im fortunate. :)


because besides her, i have my pri sch good mates; yanting&lirong to accompany me through the days.

you know, im scared of loneliness. haha. you might think tahts so childish for a twenty yr old person to say that. yea, and im lucky to have yanting on my mc day; she even accompanied me to have dinner when she had a test the next day. thankyou!:) yup really appreciated it. and we went 85 market and a t e a lot. haha.

hmm. actually im quite affected by someone. i dunno why, i tried to forget it but i cant. maybe because its impt to me. her words kept spinning in my head, her comments made me wanna
fight back. but i really really don't want to hurt you. i might lose control and tell you your faults and bad points like what you did to me. and to tell you that, it aint a misunderstanding. and im so hurt by your words.


yup this thing was kept within me, keeping me occupied throughout these few days when i was at home.


and the medicine tastes like vomit!!


met lirong for dinner @library, the food was surprisingly nice. :)
but the best was she came down and meet me even though she had alrd eaten and she was really tired from work. she and i are like big pandas.

and tonight is my turn to send her home! haha. she is really nice because she would walk me to my house bus stop which is like quite faraway from her house. hahaa. please don be so busy alright! lol.

we spent $80+++ on lunch. heart pain though i didnt foot the bill. haha.

i bought him a pair of shoes that day though! haha.

summer @ east coast.

yea went dinner with my boss, poon, cheryl and samantha.

hmmm i like the ambience, very relaxing. :)


its HUGE. and its smooth. i like it. haha.
i got a shock when my boss offered me the beer. he said he thought i drink. er. haha. he asked me to drink a bit. and we got stunned at how 'little' he poured.

ahha so cheryl and sam were busy helping me to drink some. lol so each took a sip. -.-'
anyway im not so easily drunk though my face gets red easily. haha.


ok this picture was taken daysss back. woo. i love frog porridge!! :)

its a funny and meaningful story! hahaa.

if you are not willing to say yes from the bottom of your heart, you wont do it in the first place, ya?

the story sets me into thinking, IF i were to take up more lessons like dancing classes, language classes, guitar lessons will my life be more meaningful? hmm i guess so?

it always requires more strength to take the first step. woo. im gg to take up more lessons once my job is stablized. which means, IM going to stay in my current job. no matter how tough it is, im gg to get my 1yr experience. jiayou!! haha.

jim carey is super funny! haahaa. the girl also! lol. they keep making those sounds so funny la!

way back to december 23rd :)

today was super busy. besides managing the hall, i had to complete the tasks my boss requested me to. i became the mover (had to move the boxes around in order to retreive the documents), photocopy girl (well yes i nearly became a robot), clerk (well if you know wat clerk does, you know what i did), photocopier repairgirl (the machine broke down half way!!), documents finder(yea if you recall, i need to move the boxes to locate the specific documents needed) after i went up to help him.

haha POST IT pad is very handy when comes to all these, it keeps things in track. yea cos boss needs to know whats missing.

and boss gave me 2 days to complete it. hahaa yay man i only left one document! :) woohoo. hope hes impressed! hahaa. but i think i cant escape his clutches after 1plus 2pm tml. :( sure gt more things to do! lol.


i will sleep early tonight. im lacking slp these days. ahaha. rest early too people! =)

yea its 2009! oh man. thats really fast? so fast so furious. haha.


two o o eight is a crazy year. my life is never that complicated before, i dread to recall some of the things i had done last yr.

of cos there were many many good things that happened to me. okok like what right?
hmmm. like:

i got to know many good friends;
those who were once my good friends become my very close friends :) you know who you are.
haha and yst was my very 1st time gg for countdown party. ok not exactly party this was my 1st time watching those giantic fireworks right before my eyes ever since p1?

what were you thinking when the fireworks went blasting away?
i wonder.

haha. many emotions filled in and suddenly i felt alone. lol. like im all alone there. the fireworks might be nice. but i was standing at an awkward position. haha. i hate blanghas!! yi jiao ti si ni ar!

haha okok. im not that angry la lol.

yea, my boss was asking us "so whats your 2009 resoultion?"
i was stucked.

i don even dare to think about it. hahaa. because i haven really sit down and think abt it.

But after the fireworks thingy i wish i can spend my 2009 with that special one. hahaa.

after the fireworks, we were following the crowd to the train station. seriously, at 1st i was feeling v insecured. i was so afraid i would lose track of my friend and there were so many ppl pushing me around. the worse thing was i dun wan to push kids around. so in the end i was quite squashed.

but things got better when i stood infront because at least i know someone was there, i was not alone. haha. i felt like im a puppy, keep looking behind to check whether my owner is behind or not. LOL. that was what i did. scary leh! hahah. im scared of that feeling when we guys got separated. and one thing was my hp went flat. zzz.

and thanks yibaba! luckily gt you to block those bangalas. lol. actually i wish to go with you after that haha.

and i almost ran home!! hahaa. its scary la. and and my house there got construction works so its quite scary because you never know when will the bangalas pop out infront of you. hahaha.

so i was quite relieved when i reached home, though my heart was pounding still. hahaa. sounds so kiddy! OH man. having a bf is good la. hahah.

when i was on my way home, i saw everyone with their friends girlfriends boyfriends except myself. SO, i guess my 2009 wish to get myself a bf. HAHA. actually nvm la, cos by the time the construction will be done. LOL. im jus kidding.


ahha and i went to play badminton before that! woohoo thats so random uh. but i felt good after that, finally shedding some fats lol. oh ya slimming down can be one of the 2009 wishes too. LOL.

thanks for the snack and fun! hahaa lets go play again!
yea and im happy to know you because we clicked so well mr leo aka stalker! hahaa.
are you reading this? hahahaa.

oh ya and i never thought i would spend my new yr eve with kelvin my oc training buddy his friends and yibaba! hahaa. kelvin is my jie mei ahhaa but everyone likes to think otherwise. hahaa. im glad to know him too, really!! hahaa hes nice la. ok you are hao ren. hahahaha. like what he describes himself. lol.

and yea! yibaba! evil twin! i think we can be crazily alike. hahaa. and im really surprised that we are. im jus a call away alright!! hahaa and one of my 2009 resolutions is to make you stay up late at night! hahhaa. jus kidding! hope you can be a happy boy ya!!

yea yea and my fav saturday khaki yanting! meow! haha. i never know we can be close friends again after 8 yrs? you know wat, i can still rem her house phone no. after 8 yrs!! imagine i haven been calling her no. since so many yrs ago when we were in p.5?

shes another i would love to cling to when i was in pri sch. haha. we always hang together to play basketball, badminton, her hamsters and all. once, i felt so upset when i realised we drifted apart, treating each other like complete strangers.

even though we were in the same sec sch, we hardly talk. and we hardly say hi. haha.

and not to forget, lirong!! ahhaha. shes someone i would cling to in sec sch. and to think that we were not close in pri sch. lols! im glad that i realised good friends will still remain as good friends no matter how many misunderstandings there are and how 'far' apart we are! haha. though we hardly meet up but i realised we are even more close than before. all thanks to the secrets we have been sharing hahahaha.


yup sometimes, i feel. its fate that we know someone.
from a complete stranger to a friend who clicks with you is not that easy!

so!


Im so happy that i have you guys! 2008 is a great yr because of you guys!! a BIG THANKYOU to all of you! :)


p.s.
sorry din manage to write down all the names because i might have to write until tml if i go like this. ahha. so i jus mentioned a few names, hope you guys don mind!! happy new year! :)