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Saturday, February 28, 2009 7:34 PM

a fab feb 2009 #

im going to strangle you again! hahaha.
watched he's not that into you acted retarded did silly stuff travelled strangled him expo walk towning jumping around car rides complex traffic lights off hearttoheart talks:)

met up with my ex colleague cluedo tibits viewing mall popeye aeroplanes pooh bear&eeyore
its the thought that counts, really. :)

get well soon alright tzehui!!

underworld one dvd two fifty nice dinners sun flower dares ten cent mcflurry treat:)

7:12 PM

V.
N 1 c o o k i e s c ak e m us h r oom pot c ar ri de s tr ee t l ig hts n ig ht :)

..night lights

canele :)

byee: )

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Thursday, February 26, 2009 11:22 PM

hello im still alive! haha. this is the first soft toy i have bought since ages. i dunno whats got onto me seriously. hahaha. maybe its simply too cute to resist. he caught my eye from far!! and i told myself, im going to get it. hahaha. and the chocolate hes sitting on is simply heaven!! hahah. chocolate coated with strawberry yoghurt inside. =)

hahaa ok im gg to bed now! sleepy! oh ya, my new blog song. seriously i dunno whats the song (because its with the new blogskin) until i went to search on youtube. its addicted by steve. i think its not bad. haha.

Sunday, February 15, 2009 4:34 PM

up next! :)

2:50 PM

dinner@ shodoku! :)

thats shitong! :)
haha i think hes gg to cry. i completely forgot that he doesnt like cheese & noodles. (for this, i know).

13 - i only take ice lemon tea and plain water. i don take noodles and i hate cheese. haha too bad
extracted from st's twenty five random things

i felt quite bad!! i m sorryyy. hahaa. next time u can forceme to eat raw veggy (v. disgusting!) lol.

he went stoned when the waiter asked himwhich type he wanted for his pasta haha so cute la he because that was the 1st time he ate sphagetti so he didnt know anything abt that. im sorryok! lol

but dinner was great for me! :) haha. i got to eat both hahaha. and his pasta was nice too! im gg to order that the next time. ahaa. there seemed to be endless things to talk about each time and i seriously have no idea why! haha.

im satisfied:)

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watched underworld and benjamin's button in a row. and underworld is nice!!! it kept me captivated and seriously im terrified by the werewolves! hahah they are scary. i think the male lead is also quite scary! hahaha. but i like the story. the tempo is good the sound effects are great too because i almost jumped out of myseat lol. im looking forward to the 2nd part!

ben's button. a sentimental story. it makes me feel that love is selfless. even if im not related to you by blood, i will still love you as who you are. thats what ben's 'mum' taught me. ahha.

but i felt its quite draggy because the whole movie took almost 3 hrs. haha. i cant sit still for taht long.

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2:34 PM

haha. yes yes we are in de toilet taking pics again. cos we shy! hahhaha.

yanting is so nice to accompany me to facial!! she waited 1and half hrs for me!!!!! i wonder will my future boyfriend do the same for me?

and doing facial is a torture!! i cried. yes. its so painful to de point where i didnt even know i was starting to tear. haha. Girls are stupid sometimes. lol. but they are determined! because they want to be pretty, so they are willing to suffer a bit . haha.

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2:25 PM

haha okie thats me in spects so you have seen it. Haha. thats taken after the swim.

went swimming with hazel a week back and she was a pro! i really admire her!!! she can swim for 3 hours!!!!! she really got a lot of determination that we don have. go go go hazel! haha. and she gt a nice tan as a result of it. haha. efforts paid off!

and shes really nice to accompany me the newbie swim. hahahaa. i drunk a lot of water (from swimming pool) lol. =(

im bad at swimming. haha.

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1:05 PM

im sorry im quite a tortoise!

b b q @ east coast! peishan's birthday!

long time no see!! we met ard 4 yrs ago when we were all sixteen. haha. and nw we are gg twentyone!!!!! hahaa time flies..

peishan & me.
she likes to hold the camera high up in the sky when shetakespictures. haah.

im quite short!! so poor her, had to bent a bit. hahaha.

and now shes a bit shorter than me lol.

i was suggesting to do the 'leap in the air'. hahahaha.

which was a total failure.

but we had fun!! :)

haha laughing like mad caught in action.

hello betsy! shirly, what a good shot! haha!

threesome! we decided to keep ourselves busy by camwhoring. haha.

shirly aka our pineapple.

she remains the same! haha but betsy begged to differ.

'no leh i think she became cuter!'

hahaa. my memory is not tt bad afterall.

de sky changed its colour,

but we remained de same!

some of the things can be forever. i believe. :)

we werelearning how to cycle! good evening mr. chen!

haha. shirly picked up things quite fast! within less than an hour, she could cycle alrd!

haha. because i learnt cycling last time, so i could cycle on my own after a few attempts of almost banging onto people.

hahaa i remembered the passer by uncle. hahahaaa i was turning the bicycle so slowly away from him, almost knocking onto him. hahaa. i saw him laughing!

it was fun playing with the bell! we kept pressing the bell when those black blacks walk past. hahahaa. ok la, actually it was only me who did that. hahaha.

cycling at night was fun and relaxing!

MOS. for dinner. :)

i love the milk tea!

and we walked from marine parade to bedok. haha can you believe it!

ok thats really the longest walk i had in my entire life.

haha. actually it didnt seem that far maybe because we were busy talking. lol.

i think we always do silly stuff! haha.

but its actually fun!

Monday, February 9, 2009 11:20 AM

i cant remember things. i forget things the very next minute. haha.

for e.g. my dad jus called to ask me to do something, the moment i hanged up i completely forgot what he asked me to do. and tts the reason why he scolded me that day. lol.

i kept telling myself to bring my jacket out, but i always forgot. Or sometimes i would suddenly rem when i reached downstairs. I almost forgot to bring the birthday present out the other day, aand went back for it. I dont remember where i place my stuff so i ended up spending time looking for them. I forgot to say a l ot of things, but i suddenly rem what i wana say when i reached home.

maybe im distracted? brain too occupied?

too much confusions?

haha so i have to write down what i need to do next almost everytime on my post it note.

so you know waht to buy for me right! lol jkjk.

yea another thing of the things that bothered me.

me and tzehui are only buddies. now and forever. haahhaa. sounds so funny la. alright maybe not forever. lols! but please, we don like each other. and never did we. haha.

for those who miss tzehui, here you go! hahahahaa.

it comes with a package. so you got to see his gf too! :) good deal eh!

for more details, go to apple-weeds.blogspot.com

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 11:15 PM

jus had a chat with susan. right now im feeling so mixed up?

actually before this, cheryl and i had touched on another sensitive issue, which left me confused as well.

i have been running. away from these issues. the two important issues.

and my brother was saying, 'don always look at money to find your job.'
seriously i feel that we don understand each other at all?
IF im looking at the money, I wont find a job related to service.

after watching the chn 8 show, i feel so afraid. my brother's words came to my mind, 'look for a job you have interest in.'

accountancy.
do i have interest in it?
seriously i dunno. i cant answer.
1stly, i never work in accountancy firm before, how i know?
2ndly, i know im good at the subject. but does that mean im interested in accountant's work?

if you were to ask, im not working for money. From the start until now, de decision I made is not because of this sign, $.

I wont choose my course in the 1st place if i think money is important. Hospitality & Tourism.
Recall back, why did i choose this course. because i love interacting with people and i feel a sense of satisfaction after giving them a good service.

does this qualify?

some jobs, yes. it might fit this criteria, but after some time, the job become mundane. and slowly, i lost interest in it?

so, sometimes i wonder, So what if i like my job? At the end of the day, I will lose interest in it. Which is equal to Having no interest in the job.

you know wat i mean.

sigh.

Events. That was my 1st job. Maybe its not a company that emphasizes on events, hence I feel that its not really what i wanted? so i quit. and through this job, i learnt that we need to make a lot of sacrifices on health and time.

simply put it as no life. but de job can be meaningful.

but what if i have a family next time, am i still suitable for this kind of job?

so what do you want!

i feel really really confused.

can you give me an answer please?

accountancy job, i have been telling myself i will gain satisfaction after each task is completed. uh. but thinking of staring at the computer, checking accounts the whole day, makes me feel demoralized.

so, do i have an interest in that? im afraid not because im alrd demoralized.

and my brother was saying things like don waste your time anymore.......

i know i know.

even my godpa was asking me about entering of uni this evening over dinner. 'if you wanna go, then go. make up your mind.'

make up my mind.

so after the tedious dinner with my godpa, I saw my brother when i reached home.
then came a fight. then came my father who scolded me. then came susan.

Im supposed to be happy today, because tml is my off day, the day i have been waiting for the whole week. I have been feeling lethargic since monday. I had been thinking to take MC since monday. and i have hanged on till now.

i envy those who have a goal in their life. so no matter how hard it is, don give up. because its not easy to come up with a goal in the first place. so please go for it! try your best!

wish me luck.

Monday, February 2, 2009 7:38 PM

twen ty five

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!these facts are the more random things you might not now about not things people might already know

1. im quite a random person haha

2. i often wake up after 4 snooze. so if i set my alarm at 7am, i will wake up at 740am. 730am is de time i shld wake up if i don want to be late; so i always set it at 6.50am

3. after i brush my teeth, i will cleanse my face, put toner, moisturizer, wear contacts, sun block (if got time) and foundation&blusher hahaa. why? because its so difficult to wear contacts after applying the sunblock as my face is too 'smooth' so my fingers cant open my eyes properly. hahaa you know wat i mean?

if you understand, you are my true friend! haha.

4. when im not talking, something is wrong

5. i don blowdry my hair with a comb, in fact i seldom use a comb haha.

6. my ezlink card is never kept in my wallet

7. i will put a pack of tissue in my pouch where i put my contact lens case and spects. in case i need to take my contacts off and i need to dry my hands before doing so.

8. i can use up 1 and half bottles of contact lens solution in around 1 mth.

9. i don use overdued contact lens

10. i love to talk on the phone!

11. i like to 'sa jiao'. hahhaaaaaa. when im comfortable with you.

12. i like to jump onto people i like lol.

13. i seldom initiate chats on msn

14. im afraid to let people see through me; what im thinking, who i am

15. i really cherish the people i love though it doesnt seem like hahaa.

16. i don have a clique, but i have a few good friends:)

17. i become unnatural when im with a group of people i dunno

18. i prefer to hang out with smaller groups it makes me more comfortable haha strange? because im quite noisy so you might think i shld be comfortable with big group.

19. i always tell myself to go for it so that i wont regret it later. so i can be 'overly' optimistic and got myself hurt at the end of the day. sometimes hahaa.

20. i like to laugh very much, it makes my blood flow. haha.

21. im quite nonsensical sometimes, you shld know by now haha.

22. its easy to move me . im quite light. hahah. no la, i mean '感动我'.

23. i meet my godparents at least once a week

24. i wanna have a dog after i get married:)

25. im lousy at guessing games!

woo im so tired now. haha. everyone is feeling so sick the whole day today. im K.O ing soon, my head was spinning and cheryl and i were feeling cold the whole day at work.

i need 24 hrs of sleep badly. haha.

oh ya, are you reading this? YOU ARE BEING TAGGED! :)

Sunday, February 1, 2009 9:46 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, PEISHAN! :)

more to come! :)

5:40 PM

jog ging

when i was jogging, Mac and junky food came to my mind. how many rounds do i need to jog to shed away the fats..suddenly i regretted eating mac for dinner the day before I went jogging. hahaa.

hello. :)

its alrd 720am but the sky was still bright.

on my way home.

hahaha. i simply cant resist the temptation. :)

5:32 PM

time flies - 20years and counting. :)

hey thats koala aka xiao yang! hahaha. she looks like a lamb! ahaha and shes super hyperactive okie!! and she knows hw to stand and dance around! hahaha. why is she named koala.

one night, she hugged the bolster and sleep. hahahaa. jus like a koala bear. thats so cute imagine that!