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Sunday, June 21, 2009 3:08 PM

can i go back to the good old days

im losing directions in life, hope not

im going to give it a try.

sometimes i look into the mirror,

but i cant find myself anymore.

Sunday, June 14, 2009 5:02 PM

M A Y ;

"its easy to fall in love, but its special to stay in love."

Thankyou, my boyfriend! :)

hot hot drum @ cine! haha its spicy level is 5/5!! Nike becomes our favourite brand for May. I got a top and water bottle and he got a nike tee haha. I requested him to do the stupid faces! hahaha. don kill me pls!! you look cute! hahaha.

getting bored of him? hahaa there are more below!! i went through the pictures and omg!!! 90% of the pictures are HIM! haha where am i!! im training him to a camera-shy guy to someone who is ever-ready for the shot hahaha

yay!! i like the FOOD. but wheres the main lead in this picture!! hahaha. its in his handphone!! You can go at lunch time because its cheaper! The quality of food is really good!! :) We agreed that its one of the best japanese restaurants we have been to. SHIN KUSHIYA thumbs up!!:)

chicago steak's house! but we were not ordering any steaks. aahha. the chicken is nice!!!! :) im going to try the steak since the chicken is already so yummy! hahaha. its having discounts too! :)
de service is GOOD too! :)

hey we came to great world city, a place i wont go because its quite out of reach and i got lost while getting the Zara pants once! hahaa but its really nice to return to that place with st:) because i didnt have to worry about getting lost or whether we can get the movie tickets on time. he had it all planned! thankyou thankyou! Monopoly is his favourite boardgame!! HAHA. its time to save up!! every cent counts now! hahaa!

Ding tai feng! this was the 1st time st went to DTF. the pork chop fried rice with peppery taste is the BEST! well of course we couldnt miss the signature xiao long bao. haha. his kids say he looks like a monkey. hahaa. don strangle me!!

hello june!

4:11 PM

battling with emotions,

its definitely becoming my forte.

i have become quite emotional these few ~~days~~ weeks, which makes my life upside down. basically i have been living a rollercoaster-ride-life. Sometimes i feel like im in a battle where nobody knows when it will eventually come to cease.

its a terrifying feeling because you cant prepare if you dont know whats coming. they say, 'you never need to know whats your goal in life, you just need to know what you are going to do next.' REALLY? hahaa. i read this from sophie kinsella's collection.

i feel connected to the story because its as if im the lawyer-turning-to-domestic helper, who is not sure of her goal in life. should she return to her lawyer job , where she earns $500 per hr, burns her weekends and holidays off because of work, basically she got no life! or leads a simple yet fullfilling life where she earns $500 per month.

this is like crazy!! hahha. it really makes me having second thoughts about having an events job. Because it means no day and no night if there are endless events going on!

Will i become like her one day. Sacrificing her youth n life? the time can never return. the time you have lost.

Im thinking of a secretariel job, but will I be happy working as a secretary de rest of my life? having to do work that your boss detest, doing a servant's job. my brother said. Will you be happy, serving your boss like a servant after studying so hard for your diploma?

i was like yes! why not! hahaha. they earn quite a bit!

and he was like, rolling his eyes away.

but on a second thought, i don think my character suits that position. hey im smart ok! how can i jus waste my talent!! I might be the boss one day! ahaha.

What do you think?

its really hard to make decisions in life. maybe because everyone hopes for the best? But im slowly realising theres no best deal in life.

i will get through

Tuesday, June 9, 2009 9:04 PM

good morning

clock: 9:45am

had breakfast at mac, it might be a simple luxury if you are working your ass off @9:45am in de morning. so i thought. haha.

clock: 10:30am

i was already bored of reading, de undomestic goddess is not goddess anymore. maybe a change of location would be good so i ran off and proceeded to de library.

yea of course i couldnt take shots of the library because it was so quiet on de 2nd floor! but there was an uncle who kept complaining about his life. believe me, i felt like telling him hey uncle!!! this is library not coffeeshop!! sigh, he jus wanted to enjoy de air con i guess. yea so came another uncle who seemed mentally unsound! he kept looking at me!! so scary! so i changed to another place, here came the Loud aunty and family. hello! this is library!! i still remember getting scolded by the librarian when i was a kid. hahaha. wats the librarian doing now they are getting more lenient!! which is good if im with my friends haha. but sadly, i was all alone by myself.

clock: 11:30am

so i went to ntuc. hey what can you expect from bedok? haha ntuc is the biggest air-conditioned 'mall' in bedok! haha. two-storeyed somemore! hahaa. yup so i almost surveryed all the stuff from snacks, drinks, sweets, stationery, toys, drinking containers, to detergent shampoo except de raw stuff to say exactly. yay. i had spent another 40mins. it was time to meet st! :)

i bought st's all-time-favourite!

clock: 12:10pm

i saw a queue at Mr Bean, haha so i joined in the q too!

i walked to de mrt station, using the longest route. haha.

yay i reached! and i was sucking the soy bean quickly because there was a row of China ppl sitting there like immigrants! gosh! i prefer a group of singapore sch kids!

clock: 12:30pm

i left after the quick shot. and de moment i went up de stairs to de escalator, my eyes matched the ah ma's eyes. i always see her every morning @ around 8plus am when i was rushing to work. i told myself that one day one day i will donate to her. haha.

so since i had de time nw, i should do it now! so i went up to her (she was wearing those tweety bird ah ma's glasses) and looked at what she was selling. booklets? did i see wrongly? it seemed like those church pamplets. haha. anyway i told her im giving her $2 and she was like, Why not give me $5? she showed her five fingers to me.

i was like wow!! still can argue the price?? haha i was completely stunned. so we began negiotiating in de middle of nowhere, i felt like i was extorting money from her la!! haha so i asked her whether she gt $8 cos i only gt $10 if she wanted. She said, yes.

yea i guess i was the gullible one cos she gt tricks up! she took it and said, i gave you back $2. woww. sudddenly i felt she was the most clever person, feigning innocence! i was er, noo sorry i don have much money left. I even need to say in my super 'guai guai girl' tone.

haha so finally after a few lies from her, i got back my $8!! she lied to me tt she don have $8!

phew. i was so happy yet felt like shit. hahaha. because i was alrd not feeling well, and the flu and hot weather were not helping! and so funny la, i couldnt find my tissue so i was quite paiseh because an aunty saw me sneezing with my mucus flying. HAHA. so funny. and i was digging my tissue away at the ice cream compartment, placing my purchases on de ice cream boxes. hahaa. it was so unglam la hahaa luckily i didnt bump into anyone!! (finger crossed) hahaha

de stupid day ended well with st's accompany. yeahoo! :) its good to have him with me:)

love story

Sunday, June 7, 2009 5:15 PM

"marry me......this love is difficult but its real"

hahaha you and your funny singing!

12:00 PM

movies with St
wow i cant imagine i have watched so many movies! haha i watched less than 5 movies a yr in de past!

hahah watched this lame movie yesterday and their conversations were quite funny lols guys are selfish! LOL. this is the morale of the story. hahah jus kidding! we love BOB! hes so funny. "if you wanna touch her, you have to GO through me" hahaha so funny cos hes a jelly jelly stuff of cos the enemy can go through him easily. dunno wat i mean? haha den u have to watch it! lol and his girlfriend is the green color jelly with 14 pineapples. (which is a lifeless object)

wooo! its interesting but seriously i was not paying attention to the 1st part it was quite boring. i nearly fall asleep. HAHA partly was because of de martell. but after that came de exciting part and i was completely sober. hahaha.

wolverine! haha yea its nice! his brother is scary! hahaha im so looking forward to de next movie!

yea taken! its thrilling and fast-paced and i like it! hahha though im quite worried at the thought of going europe now! but it also meant de movie successfully grabbed my attention and had a impact on me! hhaa yea its about americans girls who got kidnapped at europe and were forced to become prositutes. they were fed with drugs initially and were raped by the bad thugs! so scary!! haha this father of the american girl (de guy in the poster) came to rescue her daughter and he is so cool! lol my eyes were glued to the screen!

yay its the confessions of a shopaholic! i love the story! hahah it makes me feel that nothing is to be worried about because we will get through somehow. lol. good and bad. but i prefer to look at the brighter side! its funny and made me feel relaxed. if you wanna have a good laugh, you should go for this movie! :) thumbs up up!

Detroit Metal City its the hardest movie to find on web! haha i keyed in DMC, DCM also don have the movie results! in the end i have to go to japanese movie website and search hahah. it seems tt its not tt popular haha but its o-kay. the male lead is quite funny with his voice and singing but scary with his scary makeup! hes the guy who acted in deathnote!! 'L' desu! i prefer him as L though. hahaa.

marley & me. haha the dog is so cute that i wanna bring him home lol i cant forget the scene where marley tried to walk with one leg when the car is moving! hahah so funny! and of cos de time when he is old and ill. haha its a simple yet heartwarming story!

haha this is alright but i prefer a more fast-paced story! haha its abit draggy to me! 3hrs gosh!

yrrep derf

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 5:10 PM

FRED PERRY

hello my 1st fred perry!

my friends were telling me to paint on de logo so it can be seen clearer hahahha. we were like ya hor! lol. but after a spilt seconds, we were like, hey then ppl will think its a fake fred perry!

haha aiya nvm! i still love my shoes! hahaa its from st!! :) thankyou thankyou!:)

im sorry for my pms ing!

i will be BACK!