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Lyna's birthday gathering! :)))


hahah i drew shitong!! HAHA looks like comic! lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY hope you like the small surprise!

J u n e y Sentosa!
I miss my long hair
hahaha.





on de way,

i wonder how can ppl survive 10 yrs in the same company?

hahaha. oh man seriously i need to meet these ppl and learn the techniques from them. How did they do that! GOSH. hahaha. its unbelievable!

imagine they have to keep tolerating and tolerating, because they still meet the same ppl the same old problem, again. I guess they are numb to everything and thats the reason why they are able to do so. Or!! they have their family to think of. haha.

sometimes i wonder issit my fault that i cant stay long in a company. i feel really bad about myself. or rather i feel bad about myself these days.

do i give enough freedom to my boyfriend? am i a gd gf?

am i a gd daughter? or sibling?

below is the 7 secrets of success found in our room:
1. ceiling says: Aim high
2. fan says: Be cool
3. clock says: Every min is precious
4. mirror says: Reflect before you act
5. calender says: Be updated
7. door: Push hard to acheive your goals


hahah i like de fan man! BE COOL!

T O L E R A N C E

to be able to withstand the shit work

office politics make it harder for me

love and care from some of my colleagues make it so hard for me to say goodbye hahahaha/sounds funny well im jus trying to fit in the letter 'L'

empathy for the boss

relationship with de ppl in the office

a meaningful job makes me stay

nice place

casual, relax

e money issue requires me not to leave


alright my brain is dying soon i feel// no longer as active as before makes me depressed// physically and mentally// help l e s s // can you feel the way i feel inside me// i longed for a good laugh//

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
• is natural curl and im starting to be proud of it

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
• i feel happier haha

3. I've come to realize that all I really need:
• a holiday

4. I've come to realize that I've lost:
• my asthma laughter GOSH!

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
• people block my way and walking slowly

6. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
• i will get rashes haha

7. I've come to realize that money:
• is really important and yet is the root of all problems

8. I've come to realize that when I get old:
• i might get bald? LOL.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
• young at heart HAHA.

10. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
• LOL.

11. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
• not many days ago

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
• is special hahaha cos few ppl have it

13. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
• i will always think tml is a weekend haha.

14. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night :
• i have to put on moisturer

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
• whether my boss gt anything for me to do

17. I've come to realize that my life:
• is fcuked up

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
• milo haha.

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
• screwed again

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
• be very tired

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
• be happier because weekend is coming

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
• escape from all these, do something i like

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
• nobody is so boliao to do this. hahaha

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
• r.s is a responsibility

25. I've come to realize that love:
• is strong, it can either make or break a person

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
• is tzehui hahaha.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
• is busy hahah

28. I've come to realize food is:
• heaven, helps me to de stress

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
• is horrible and im changing my mind; i'll not like summer as i do in de past

30. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
• driving ppl nuts

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
• LOl my bf?

32.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
• hahaha.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
• is uncontrollable

34. I've come to realize that death:
• might be a solace

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
• i can take mc woohoo. haha.

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
• i got no idea how i shld spend my time

hahah. its a lame post!

take control

10 reasons why im happy:

1. i got a nice boyfriend! haha
2. jus bought a new pair of nike running shoes!
3. im having good hair days!
4. i got to save money as i can go my bf's house for dinner at times!
5. my boss is friendly
6. i can wear casually to work haha which helps in morning rush!
7. most of my colleagues speak mandarin hahaha yay!
8. i made a few nice colleagues!
9. im not late for work for quite many days hahaha
10. i got some savings! woo! haha!


i have to crack my brain to think of these reasons but sadly for unhappy reasons i guess i can jus type out unconsciously.

like, hey my neighbours at work speak super good english and i got a phobia to use the telephone next to me. haha. and oh man i cant click with them! One is angmoh!

lol anyway i have calculated another 4 more mths everything will be good =))))

i know its childish

but i still wanna say it. why cant he jus leave me alone MONEY MONEY MONEY/ every sunday he is asking money from me . Can i ask you a question? Did your parents ask money from you for breakfast?

BREAKFAST!!!!

$10 for breakfast/ he claimed

and frankly speaking i din touch anything at home except apples and plain water. de rest are MINE. he keeps complaining saying he has to buy a lot of stuff. as if i din give him allowance. in total i gave my parents $300.

not enough?

HOW MUCH YOU WANT.

plus every $10 every wkend.

i told them i wanna study. Instead of lending me money (this has never crossed my mind), i have to pay this and that. LIKE JUS NOW, he asked me to pay $10 for the dinner later.

mum's hospitalisation fees, air con repair fees, whatever fees you can think of.

i have been thinking of wearing braces since secondary school, and i never got to wear them because im always saving up money for so many stuff like THOSE.

i saw my brother buying a pure white jap car, my sis doing expensive facials buying exp products. I feel really foolish. I shld have jus gone for what i want.

FED UP.

i think im jus too good to be bullied. WAKE UP.

D r i nk s



met up with juliana yst and its been some time since i went back to 15 minutes; i like the food and ambience there, with yummy food like linguini and udon salad!!

man 1st time heard of udon salad? de sauce taste like miso soup! de only salad that i like in my entire life! because de veggy is not bitter and the sauce is great! its in the glass bottle and we have to shake it!


treat from juliana =) thank you!! i feel so bad. haha you are still studying!! shldnt waste this money ok! lol.