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theres something we have to let go.
friendship
i admit im not that kind of person who knows how to manage a friendship well. but i do try my best but maybe it doesnt seem i am making any effort.
sometimes we jus need to let something go, and move on from it. i realised, some friends can only be accquaintances; not more that that. some just look for you when they are bored, so they are not that kind of friend whom you can confide in. I never categorize my friends because i always thought if you are truthful to what you say, thats how a friendship bloom.
recently, i have seen a lot.
realisation hit me, i should know which kind of friend you can joke around with. Some are jus making use of you, some just want companionship, some are just plain KPO trying to gain attention with the information they get from you, some are just dumb gossipers!
haha. they will never stand in your shoes to think.
i have seen how competitive people are in order to gain advantage.
because they want both sides' attention, they speak different stories.
haha. very pathetic. well its human nature to be greedy isnt it? but seriously i have no intention to mix with people like that.
Like edna told me, you need to be bitchy in order to stay in marketing field. they can smile infront of you and probably backstab you at the back.
lol. I have enough of that. haha.
nevertheless, i have met a few gd friends in my company. and im glad to know them. :)
once they told me,
"always remember, we wont throw you there. we will be here."
when i was so panick as i saw the company shuttle bus zoomed past me that day. in the end the 3 of us took a cab back to office.
and the one i called gd friend, she didnt even bother to call and inform us that the bus is leaving. then she came and asked where did i go after i reached office.
i thought ths is a small issue. however, i never realised that from the start till now, maybe we can only be accquaintance. not more than that.
HI, BYE friend thats what its called.
GOOD BYE.
to those HI, BYE friends.