disappointment rising sky high .-

what a way to celebrate the new year

at office typing this stupid post. no half day. no nothing everything.

yea, a sad new yr is awaiting for me. LOL. super ironic. happy new yr.

yup i still remember st asking me why is it called 'happy new yr'.

'because it has a psychogical effect on the human's mind! happy happy then it will be a happy yr! we all hope it would be a happy year dont we? i replied.

haha oh well.
i hope it will be a good yr, 2010 for everyone.

if growing up robs away de laughters,




i cant upload pictures on blogger for i dunno why! i can only get link from fb to post this picture. haha.

oh ya, MERRY MERRY X'MAS!

though im not really into x'mas but well im happy that i can rest today!! :) went for a run today! 4.5KM! haha i thought i couldnt make it after the 6th round. its ALL in the mind!

saw my godpa on my way home, (i was dying of thirst) and he bought me 100 PLUS. wooo. im so lucky ok!! :) back to my godma house, i got to eat chk wings! :) i ate only ONE!! hahaha. so tempted to eat more. i feel so loved by my godparents, i was telling my godma a few days ago that its been sometime since i ate stewed chk wings cooked by her, today i got to eat it!!

i felt like a spoilt brat. i bet i was a spoil brat when i was a kid. because my godparents dote me too much! hhahaa.

no wonder i always like to laugh in the past.. i guess i was truly happy and carefree then.




i wish you can be happier too.

regina's 21 st!! :)))
amber 's gardens

capturing everyone's

im tired, but i still wanna talk to you..
hahaa. cute eh?
i want a dog!! :)


something random i wanna share! hahaa. i saw this on channel news asia.
i wonder why im not a fan of chnnewsasia! i like JAPAN HOUR!

as i was flipping de channel i saw this! wooo! i wanna go Japan!!!!!! :) they were having steamboat at this mountainous area. and guess whats the meat? BEAR MEAT. super scary. they say its very soft. but the steamboat is APPEALING.

fei cu i
Dec .

we always got the impression that the price is steep.

actually it is value for money!! :)
sliced abalone with sliced fish congee :U YUMMYYYY. :)

my colleagues were saying why not we give 1 yr notice before we throw in the resignation letter. hahaha. because our notice period is 3 mths!!! Gosh!

funny.

but its not a joke!!


haha. i need to de stress!!! what are the ways to de stress besides exercising and eating? lol.

my boss is quite funny. he can smile shyly at one moment and the next moment his voice became stern and low. i dont know how he does that. hes so nice! he helped me to fix the computer! he was bending down and practically crawling in to fix the wires.

but he can be scary like i said, he can turn ard and speak with his low voice.

ok thats on a lighter note.

you never wanna to hear what bad things that have happened. haha

i feel disgusted when i hear sissy speaks. ARG. i cant stand it. cant you? sometimes it sounds like they have breathed in helium. especially when he speaks on de phone. the voice is even more SISS- ier.

ok i know theres no sissier in de dictionary.

alright thats my personal view la. haha. and it only applies to a few.

sigh. any idea on ways to de stress? hahaa.

sometimes we will be happier if we learn to let things go.

task 1:

to slim down before 16th jan gosh! provided that im able to resist the temptation of the
CHK WINGS.

task 2:

try to slp earlier to reduce dark eye circles. hmm so you wont see me online after 11pm haha i'll try!

task 3:

stop gg online!! i need to rest my eyes. hahaha.

i don know why am i more excited than my bro and his gf! hahaha.

another blissful event. :) it will definitely make my day.

i salute to wedding planners. :)

things were back to normal for tzehui and i and looking back we were both super duper SILLY. i guess thats life, without silly stuff we wont learn to grow up. ;)

times are bad, things are not as easy as they are.

im struggling .

like an ant struggling to find a lodging place.


i just wish to run away from all these. i dont know how long can i take the pressure that is building up unknowingly.

sometimes i cant help but to feel afraid. can i really make it to be an accountant? everyone is telling me how difficult acca is. but i can only look ahead.

"fear will only make you lose more." mulan.

yea. hiding is not an option. be stronger.

is everything unreal.

i feel that happiness is something that we cant grab hold of.

one moment you were feeling blessed, de next moment everything came crushing down.

i don know which is which. is everything real in the 1st place?

i feel as though im still in my worst nightmare and i wish to go back to where i was .