hmm getting so touchy these few weeks haha partly is because of de crazily hot weather oh man i took a quiz on facebook and it says summer is not for me. hell yea!! hahaa. i got pissed off by the people who blocked my way early in de morning when i was rushing to work (i was late for few wks alrd!!), people who rudely walked in a way where i had to walked on the grass, stupid customer who scolded me when i was trying my best to help and all.


my skin problems are getting on my nerves too, there were scars on my ears, legs and arms. i wish to take a plane to Iceland!!!!

my dad was saying, you are always outside and you only spend a few hrs a day at home. so yst i was back home early after work, but still he continued to nag and said things which i think its absurd. and he even wanted to nag me to bathe!!

he never fails to make my day bad. I feel like telling him, its you who makes me feel like leaving this home forever.

my friends were telling me their parents wanted to write a letter to cpf to request them to waive off the educational loan fees. and my mum was like hey you can slowly pay back i don need de money soon, so stupid of you to pay the lump sum back.

i feel like escaping to somewhere where i can live in peace.

i have to visit my godparents twice a wk, because they don live together. i cant even stay at hm peacefully and rest for a day. sigh. i think its really hard to be a good girl , friend and colleague.

during work, i have to give in to my collleagues. sometimes i really don wish to fight among them, so everytime i have to sacrifice myself. even when i eat, i have to ask them whether they wanna eat 1st or not.

i went to my godma's house today and she wanted me to teach de maid how to use my old sony eric phone. this phone was actually given to my godpa because he said he likes it. and i can choose not to give up my phone because i still like my old hp.

frankly, although i said its ok nvm and everything, i felt like...zzzz.

de maid is so lucky, somehow i believe that if u prayed enough you will get everything you want. she is a christian and she always prays. yea she wanted a hp and she got it! wow!! haha i rem a christian friend telling me, whatever conditions she wanted for a job, she got it!! and she was 52 when she was out of job.

yea. and my godparents are the best employers ever ok. they let the maid eat before everyone does, they gave her a lot of stuff including my cute hp, they gave her big angbaos!, they let her off to go out with her friends and go church on sunday. its like wth!! hahaha. better life than me man! lol. and she gt a haircut every month!!! and and my godpa gave her a golden ring to make her happy. i don even have a ring!!! haha.


maybe her prayers really work?


its a bit crazy to think that way. haha scary too! lol imagine whatever u want, u got it! despite being incapable and all.

hmm i think i really need a break/