i looked at the letter again and again, " Please complete and return your .....to deduct a monthly instalment rate of $102 to repay your education loan...."

Im sure they sent to the wrong person, i never had an education loan!! But second thought, yes maybe i have. argg. my gosh, i look at the familar giro form that the customers always bring to me at work, now its my turn.

sigh, jus when i decided to take up SIM this red letter came unknowingly. no more shoppings (anyway i seldom shop alrd), no more expensive dinners (anyway im planning to hit 44kg), no more dying of hair (anyway black-colored hair is more authentic). haha ALRIGHTY, i need to learn to take up more responsibilities; its my own education loan!

hmm yea, i can make it!! haha jus need a weekend job after i quit my job. arg, im a timid cat when comes to telling my boss about my resignation. haha. because its kinda last minute, but I jus knew it recently too!! cant blame me ya! haha. pls dont!!


actually i do feel guilty, but i cant be soft hearted this time. when i feel like an useless staff at work, I got 100% motivation to tell my boss. But i dunno whether i got de courage when come to face-to-face.

haha. jus do it jus do it. it cant be wrong, i keep reminding myself. lend me your courage!! haha.

im quite worried at the thought of entering student's life once again. really. i really hope everything goes on smoothly.

support me alright! =)