The only man who is really free is the one who can turn down an invitation to dinner without giving an excuse. Jules Renard

i hope i can be a free man. life is made complicated because of human's emotions. but without emotions life become meaningless and dull. i guess thats what life is about.

maybe im not borned to be a social butterfly maybe im jus a frog in de well. i realised there r so many things that i dont know; its hard to join in others conversation sometimes.

will i be changed to someone i dont know as time passes by. i wonder.

sometimes i can feel myself becoming a less chatty person. i don know when is the last time i have a big laugh over something. i still want to be the old self. it scares me to even think of de changes i have made over de years.

my skin problem is making me having sleepless nights. and i always have to do stretching before i can rest on my back. i need to save up too.

i got many things that i wanna do; like doing braces. i have been thinking of tt since secondary school days. its like a dream for me. haha. i wonder when can i fufill this dream. i bet my dad will be screaming if he hears that.

i envy those who have no financial worries. i always tell myself that its a challenge for me to make me become a stronger person.

well. its time to plan for more things. i will be stronger as ever.